June 1, 2005

I hate it when things are over but no one will admit it. I wish it was not true but the old one is dead and we need to find a new one. So why don't we just accept the situation, confront our fears and move on. Obviously we need to review the previous entry: I hate change. But this horse is definitely dead, we should stop beating it. Ok so there is no future, now what, that's the problem, we do not know what is next. You see if we knew what to do next, if the next thing (job, girl friend, roommate, ..., whatever) was already there, if we already had it in sight, we would not have a problem. But alas life does not often work that way. So here we all sit going through the motions of pretending everything is ok, secretly each knowing that we are all doomed, while the situation festers. If we could Just say it... SAY IT! out loud to each other we could much more easily accept this and move on. Well I for one am going to do something about it. I am going to sit in my cube and anonymously blog about it on a sight no one knows about. See I am not afraid to act!